I
found the mobbing to take out someone from the class or workplace is
done by the perps there. They are asked to report anything suspicious. I
saw some people just leaving somewhere when I communicate with that
person or after I made a comment in the room. Also when I work with
another person, I found that person only take few suggestions from me
and do it all on one's own. So, the result is 95% another person did. Is
this how to make a TI useless in the workplace or from the school?
I wonder these might be a psychological analysis. Sometimes, the people around me also act like something weird while I hear someone else is much like crazy like claiming no money, no job, nowhere to go and trying to runaway to small cloister and lock oneself up. I don't know why people get that much worry. I don't have any problem so far, like the time someone stole my wallet in Amsterdam and I only had T/C and some foreign currency till became an asylum seeker in Switzerland. Then I got new credit card and bank card from the banks. Say, I found the way how to get helped from the Virgin Mary and still my life is fine. I wonder why people get desperate that much. They seemed to be working together for claiming the border personality or something. If many people claim something that could be similar to what's on the BSM symptom list after manipulating the fact with their own subjective opinions.
Shall I tell you something funny? I was in the church and was so sleepy and I was barely awake to follow and reply the mass. My eyes were a bit blur and was watching the window. I saw a large cross and felt the feeling of sleepiness that is like the time someone really going to fall asleep. Then I felt like the feeling that it is how the people go to heaven. I don't know if it was done by these electronic harassment, but it was a bit funny as they were just trying to make me sleepy and there was not a actual cross that large on the window. I don't know how that cross image in just a black color came. I was awake enough around the time of the communion, then I looked around the church about how the cross image came. Sometimes, when people stare something for long time and close one's eye, the one can see the object as an afterimage. I thought the cross was like the afterimage. There was a small cross on the alter and nowhere around had the large cross that seemed to be the source of the afterimage. I know I saw the cross at the area near the top window behind the alter, and I could see the shape of the window, so I could see the color of the window as well. This is different from the afterimage. But after seeing it and I was somehow awake and felt much relieved. Perhaps it was done by the normal EH, but it was just strange. I found out the praying really help me to feel good. There are two Catholic churches in the city, but this one seemed to have quiet.
There is a balcony in the place I live, and someone asked me how to open it. I wonder if that is something the perps around me might do something like throwing my body while I'm asleep and putting me the sleeping gas or something as they got paramedic workers and doctors, and especially the Muslim ones who hate me for what I believe about their religion. I put something behind my sleeping room door, so that I can get my room to be closed all the time. If something happened to me, then you can tell it was a murder. Who want to kill oneself? That's what Dr. English-Lueck made up at SJSU. And others who are working for the US intelligence in Santa Clara Valley Medical Center and El Camino Hospital. I never said such while the perps and the FBI people are expecting their target to commit suicide. The FBI even threatened MLK for his affair they made up to suggest the suicide. My case is like that.
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