16 October, 2008

How to negotiate with Hypervigilance and Psychiatric Injury from the e/h and the o/s. part 3

2. Desensitization to regain one's perception to normal level (to cure hypervigilance).


The strategies for 1 and 3 are little bit complicated, so I would like to tell about them later (I haven't analyzed the stuffs yet). I might write about other parts in future if I am not so lazy. The purpose of desensitization is to heal hypervigilance, or so called the HVS. The HVS is a state that the individual has too aware of one's surroundings. If you are a TI, you know you might often see the people wearing a T-shirt with some logos that seems a message to you on the street. Every time you see it on street, you would be aware and expect to see similar thing again. NLP anchoring does the same trick. The perps showing off particular things often, and the TI would be aware of seeing the same pattern – e.g. a person with a coke bottle – every time the one goes out. The continuous message is imprinted as a trauma. It is harmful for one's mental health. Experiencing a traumatized issues frequently would cause serious mental problems for sure. To prevent it, the one must know how to desensitize one's trauma. There would be many way to treat the trauma, but I address some stuffs that I came up with for both individual level and group level. It is better for a TI to do self-study to cure one's hyper sensitivity against o/s and e/h effect. But I think the group method would also effective as it can make the one to heal one's internal wounds with others who has the same injury. The group therapy is like the one that veterans go through to heal their traumatic experience during their duties. Anyway here is the sample treating plans. You might find professional help books on the shelf. I just had no chance to get one – the books around me are written in German now and too expensive to buy from the UK or the US.

  1. Individual session.
    1. Identify and analyze what causes sensitization. Write down what makes the one upset, and think about how it causes the one to be upset.
    2. NLP SWISH – denouncing the subject of sensitization to something normal. SWISH is to change the “subject” into something positive, so it can be used to erase the negative impact from seeing/experiencing the subject.
    3. Pause period from the subject of sensitization.
    4. Evaluation of how the one's sensitivity toward the subject has changed.
  2. Group session
    Reevaluation counseling (RC) – this technique will not give any gaslighting to the individuals. Basically, it can be done in a group with minimum of two persons. While the one speaks up about one's experience for a certain period such as 30 minutes, others will remain silent and just try to listen to the speaker. None of the listeners will give comments to the speaker. Therefore, the speaker will never betrayed or upset from the response and it can strengthen the speaker's motivation, thought, perception. The listeners will gain knowledge and struggles of others who are having similar problems.

How to negotiate with Hypervigilance and Psychiatric Injury from the e/h and the o/s. part 1

Theoretically, I think it is possible to be aware of mind control in our everyday life. It is like an AI capable of treating its own failure and manage how to treat the problem. Human brain is capable more than a CPU with an OS. Our brains can evolve to fix the problem that it could not do in the past, and that process is the part of our strength to be human. If we can find a pattern of the failure, then we could figure out the failure after that. The “mind-control” virus might be deadly like the computer virus that delete certain files and manipulate the functions. However, I think we are able to find how to find out how the virus caused damage to our mental wellness and physical being. It would be a long research, so I would stop talking about this. I am still having problem to figure out some structures for this one.

Another issue that TIs might need to overcome would be the maintenance of their mental health. I think we need to have a therapy which can be easily done by the TI individual level or group level to treat their Hypervigilance and Psychiatric injury caused by the g/s and the o/s. TIs understand that mind control would ruin their communication with others as well as others misunderstanding them. From my experience, I learned that the mind control works efficiently when the subject is either confused or upset. It is the state that the person is seeking a new information or trying to gather a new idea. Therefore, induced thought would be easily implanted on the individual without the one to notice. It is impossible to be upset when the one is under 24/7 surveillance by the harassers using NLP techniques and electronic devices. Probably the core concept of prevention for mind control is to avoid reduce of one's perception. To keep one's perception as a normal person, the one must know what is one's normal perception and how to be aware of own psychiatric injury. The one need to know how his or her regular perception in his or her life before and how senstization from the o/s and the e/h changed one's perception. If the individual can keep own perception well, the effect from the o/s and the e/h would be minimum. There would be other factors like social and economic changes from being a TI would effect other part of the person's life though.
There are few things a TI can do to maintain one's perception.

  1. Aware of one's perception and how it has been changing in daily life.
  2. Desensitization to regain one's perception to normal level. (to cure hypervigilance)
  3. Avoid contacting anything that manipulate one's perception.

Evidence of Abkur Dalow Abshir's sexual harassment and stalking activities.

In Switzerland, there are laws to state stalking as crime. The below is the quatation from the Wikileaks.org about Rudolf Elmer vs. Bank Julius Baer at ECHR.

Coercion via stalking
Bank Julius Baer has engaged German and Swiss private
investigators to raise the pressure on my family. My daughter and I both needed
professional help to cope with this. Coercion via stalking is a criminal action
in Switzerland according to federal ruling BGE 129,IV,262 from 2003 but my
complaint of June 2005 got procrastinated and finally rejected on March 13th
2007 by the prosecutor of Zurich-Sihl. See evidence 40.
Evidence 07 Legal
notice of denial in relation to threatening/stalking, 11.12.2007
Evidence 33
Letter re Observation/Stalking by so-called „Private Investigators“ from April
2004 to Nov 2005 in Freienbach signed by witnesses.
Evidence 35 Swiss
federal ruling of 2003, qualifying stalking as coercion (129,IV,262) 26.08.2003
Evidence 40 Prosecutor of [Canton] Schwyz acknowledges on 17. January 2007 that the complaint had been submitted via police rapport to police command Zurich on 30th of June 2005.

http://wikileaks.org/wiki/Rudolf_Elmer_files_against_Swiss_banking_secrecy_at_ECHR



You can see how Casa Torfeld I residents and others have been involved in stalking. Say, if they are paid by the FBI or the CIA agents to engaged in criminal action, then I have a right to share the evidences as Kanton police seems not interested to take care. I am not paying for lawyer to make the police to file the case.
Since Abkur Dalow Abshir has been involved in gang stalking very agressively, he left too much evidences to be an individual stalker who also acted in sexual harassment asking me to have sex with him and trying to hug me then started hitting me when I rejected. Is't it much sounds like a sex offender does? It is very funny that the gang stalkers often claim the target as so while they are much like sex offenders and criminals by their attitudes and behaviors.


15 October, 2008

Too much evidences are left on my organized stalking experience

Since I need to ask to open a panel for Abkur Dalow Abshir's harassment case, and I was checking my evidences. Then I realized that they left too much evidences of discriminatioin. The below is the list I made.

  1. Police officers were contacting residents around Nov 2007. They stop visting Casa Torfeld I after I started filiming.
  2. Some refugee residents were stalking me and used NLP anchoring to make me sensitized on certain objects such as knife, rosary, Coke bottle.
  3. Abkar Dalow Abshir has been stalking me since I moved into Casa Torfeld I in April 2007. In November 2007, I asked him not to stalk me while filming. He just said shut up and switched the subject and started claiming me drinking in the train station. Actually, he was the one drinking beer there while he sat near me with his friends.
  4. Residents have been harassing me; making false accusation of the toilet damage and stealing. What I got in my film is that Mara Alpha tried to steal my meal and encouraged others to perticipate, then he and other residents started claiming me of stealing food from the fridge. At that point, they did not even explain what food was missing, so it is clear that how they made up that lie.
  5. The residents had keys to their rooms while I was not allowed to get one even after someone vandalized my room. Abkar Dalow Abshir moved to Casa Torfeld II or the apartment on Gartenweg 19, but he opened my room door and tried to harass me.
  6. Securities did not do anything. The security who showed up on the night of the vandalism said that he would write a report, but it seems he might not do so as they did not do anything after all. They visit Casa Torfeld I, but they do not stay whole night. No room key, no phone to call police in emergency.
  7. Even after the vandalism of my room and the assault I filed to Kantonspolizei in Aarau, Abkur Dalow Abshir continued harassment and stalked me to Aarau train station and one time tried to hug me and then started hitting me. That happened outside of the train station and I stayed in the hotel for my safety that day.
  8. Kantonspolizei at Aarau did not file the case of Mara Alpha and Abkur Dalow Abshir's assault damaging my PC until I talked with a lawyer for a suggestion for my case. The lawyer said that Kantonspolizei should file the case when I visited there the first time. The police officers had been asking me to bring the manager of Casa Torfeld I first. At that point, no one, including the ex-manager Thomas Kunz, was in the manager's office for several days. This is clear that the police are protecting the residents working on harassment and stalking.
  9. In January, I contacted HEK in Aarau. They gave a free judicial advice on refugees. The lawyer told me that she cannot do about the case of residents' stalking. At that point, the lawyer wrote down my story about how I was sent to mental hospital on her notepad. I got evidence for this one as I knew HEK is infilterated by the perps.
  10. I visited bar assosiation in Aarau, but they did not help me to find a lawyer for my case.
  11. When Mara Alpha had been hitting the screen of my room window and it got damaged, the ex-manager Thomas Kunz did not do anything about the damage nor Kantonspolizei did not do anthying about it. This proves how Mara Alpha was protected by the local law enforcement and social aid.
  12. Residents often wear logos with specific names of American city names or NYPD tag. I asked for protection from "the United States" and "Japan," and such incidents can prove how I was under the threat even in the refugee residence. It seems I have a right to share who were participate in the harassment and stalking to prove my danger against the Bush Administration personels like Dick Cheney. What the Swiss law says about helping the countries to make a refugee threaten? Isn't it prohibited people get hired to harass the refugees for the benefit of the coutry which is the threat to the refugee??? Say, that is one stupidiest thing the FBI and others created about COINTELPRO and other covert operation. They teach one thing clear and the way is straight forward. But that operation does not consider the frame of reference the operation takes. I guess that is why the FBI failed to catch a suspect in the middle east at early morning. The white officers wearing white robes and standing outside of the hotel to wait the suspect is asleep. In that culture, people wake up early like 4 or 5 am, and the locals felt suspicious about the white males in their costume hanging around and started questioning them.. Because of the noise outside, the suspect escaped. I am not sure if that guy was a peace activist or something that with no "terrorist" relationship that the FBI clames. But, my evidences are much likely to be the one happened to the FBI. Local police did too much to help the US egency and left too much evidences. Is police activities in Switzerland include helping the countries to send their refugees back with mental problem caused by massive psychologicial operation???

If the gang stalking victims are considered to be out from the judicial system help, I got evidence here. Kantonspolizei, Hek, Caritas, Casa Torfeld I and II residents, Aarau Kanton Bibliothek, Aarau Stadt Bibliothek, Aarau Bahnhof, the local community of Buchs AG are engaged in and supporting organized stalking. I guess it is a time to speak up the fact of everyone engaged in the organized crime.

By the way, I am on my way for planning to make a protection from these extra-legal pressure on my refugee status. I got renew my permit next month, and I need to do something to make sure everything is exposed enough to keep my own security. Für deutsche Leser, wette ich, dass Sie genießen würden, was ich dabei bin zu tun!

13 October, 2008

Cyberbully - thegirl44


I am not sure why perps just love to comment on my videos in a short time and add something extra for misleading or trying to claim the perps are doing right. I did not even see or know someone who worked


In my opinion, I feel sorry for the department she is supevising.. I am not explain where but it was posted on her YouTube page. I wonder if she knows the possibility of job opportunity is related on their Internet activities. I guess she is quite good for gaslighting like trying to accuse others for what seemed to be critical. However, her accusation is always the ones that perps share. First of all, if she is not involved in "cause stalking," why did she have to brame me of filming people? It is not her business for accusation and she does not have to watch several videos and write comments for each one she watched. This is what I suspected her as a cyberbully. Cyberbullies are share the same traits; try to show their power to others and that is their desire to show how special than others. I think that is a typical for a management level perps giving too much pressure on the employees. I have seen similar one in SJSU. She was staying with others in my apartment to find fault of me and being proud of how she and others are doing good.

My argument for their typical responses are:

1. The residents of Casa Torfeld I might had the same status as mine, but they were treated differently. The ex-manager Thomas Kuntz and police officers often talked with them. They tried to harass me by making false claims like stealing something while they tried to do so. I observed other funny incidents like Mr. Kuntz talking about the Afghanistan man if he would be transfered to Honolulu. The people who had problem with their skits were able to be transfered to somewhere.

2. The residents showed up to where I was. It happened in Aarau train station, Aarau Kanton library, and the free German lesson in Aarau. I filmed their activities before I started to film them every day. While I had a reason to be their like using the Internet, these residents just hanged around or harassed me. In Kanton library, Tibetan and Afghanistan ex-residents in the lobby. Also, the room I stayed for studying had full of stalkers. Some occassions, the room was full and there were only few seats available. At that point, I saw the man sat next to me had the same PC cover. That is what I got as evidences. Coincidence? Not likely.

3. First of all, Swiss federal law protect freedom of speach and freedom of media just like the US law. What I corrected was is the gang stalking activities in where I lived and the public buildings (Caritas building might be an exception but it was incide of Catholic church property and the Eritreans were using the Our Lady of Guadalupe picture for harassment - the man who had the picture did not even know why he had the picture). Equality and human rights are also protected by the law. Coercive persuasion through stalking is a criminal activity recognized since 2003. If these residents had the same status as I am, then I could say that they have no rights to stalk or harass me. What I collected is the evidence of these "bad refugees" behaving wild in the public area and where they lived. Aarau train station had surveillance cameras, so it is able to show how these residents showed up if they want to bring the case to law suit against me to protect their stalking activity as their right. Also, Aarau kanton library should had security cameras to show how frequently the ex-residents showed up after I started visiting there. Moreover, this is like one vs. the entire refugee group. Too much psychological abuse is enough to prove the one for the violation of equality and human rights. I wonder if the bullies can sue their target to justify their abuses or not in Switzerland. Someone vandalized my room before and the residents got wild after that. No room key for me whose room got vandalized while other residents had keys. Enough evidences, huh? That is why I needed to film the funny things going on at Casa Torfeld I in Buchs AG.

4. TIs are not the ones doing stalking. They are the individuals who are "boxed" by the same stalker group. How many people have been kidnapped by North Korea in the past? Or how many cults are acting like kidnapping their possible recruits? I understand that it is hard to prove the stalking activity of unspecific people. However, their group share the same traints like contacting with others with some little gestures like what gangs do. David Lawson writes a book about "cause stalking" to explain their activities. There are many websites and forums discussing about gang stalking activities on the web, and this can prove the phenomenon.


I have seen Ford sold the office to SAAB after I found one of the perp's car parked outside.I think I covered pretty much of her claims. I hope other TIs may find this posting helpful to negotiate with the cyberbullies. I wonder if thegirl44 get problem like the popular research talks about how companies are considering their employee's public relationship.

The WP article cites a vault.com survey in which 82 percent of employers responded that negative information from an online profile would affect their decision to hire an applicant. Presumably a similar but likely small number would also consider negative online information in a decision to continue the employment of a current employee.

http://ohioemploymentlaw.blogspot.com/2007/11/can-employers-base-employment-decisions.html


Disinformation at はてなダイアリー

ふと思いついて私の名前で検索したんですが、すごい面白いこと書かれてたので紹介します。典型的な集団ストーキング賛成派の書き込みだと思うんですが、私がなぜかアメリカで精神病を発症してヨーロッパに移動して、そこで生活の記録を配信しているとかちょっと変な誤解をされてますね。以下に転載したものを載せますが。最初に言うと、私の場合はCIAが学生の雇用を薦めていたような場所です。私が難民になったから、もうCIAも諦めて現在は公然と宣伝をしてるみたいです。強制入院については、ホームランドセキュリティーのほうに、学生が私のアパートに別人の名前で入居してストーキングを続けていた証拠を持っていったその日に起きました。授業に向かう時に学部長に話があると言われて、学部に言ったら大学警官に自殺の恐れがある・他人に危害を与える恐れがあるとでっち上げられて精神病院に送られたわけで。その時の大学警官の一人John Law氏はダンス講師のHeather Cooperさんに乱暴を働いたとして、学校で抗議活動が起きたようです。
http://forums.mercurynews.com/topic/protesters-say-sjsu-police-roughed-up-dance-instructor
私もいわゆる堕落した警官の被害者なわけで。アメリカも警察国家化と軍隊の市民監視が一般になっているようですが、日本も軍事国家として頭角を現してきてますね。

で、その後はBuchs AGにある難民施設に住んでたんですが、そこの住人が集団ストーカーで、カントン警察と連絡を取り合ってストーキングや精神的虐待を続けていました。聖母マリアの絵やロザリオでからかわれたので、その辺から日常をライフログ的に記録しようと思い立ったわけで。確かにガスライティングを行う人たちと鍵の無い部屋で過ごしてたから、神経過敏になっていたと思います。彼らのやっていることは、対象の認知力を破壊することなんで、それなりに成功してたんじゃないでしょうか。記録をし始めてわかったことは、住人ではない人々が施設にやってきてなぜか台所で食事を作ったりと言った感じです。確かに相手が日本人だと差別もしたくなるでしょうね。普通はよっぽどのことがないと難民になれませんし。例えばDODやNSAやCIAに雇われたと自慢してた学生がストーキングに参加してたとか、天安門事件でのCIA工作に関わった学部長のこととか。

下が私が発見した文章なんですが、作者はなんの心理学の知識もないようですし、動画といっても、OSAMのライフログとその解析の動画を別に作成してますから、解析のほうについては触れられていません。確かに情報工作としてはうまい説明のしかたを作者はされてると思います。まぁ、スイスでも精神病にでっち上げようと集団でのハラスメントに合いましたから、私に対しての日本での対応も似たようなもんでしょうね。どうせ自殺に見せかけて一家で殺害らしいですし。加害者はバカの一つ覚えみたいに「精神病」に仕立て上げようとしてますが、集団ストーキングの場合やハラスメントの場合は、確実な「神経過敏になる対象」がありますので総合失調症とは違って、hypervigilance (HVS)にあたります。その場合は、ストレスになる対象から離れることが出来れば回復します。例えば、職場いじめに遭った人が職場を移動すると精神的に安定すると言った感じです。私の場合は、集団ストーカーに執拗に付きまとわれて目に見える形での暴力(宗教的な嫌がらせ・盗みの未遂・部屋荒らし・暴行)などがスイス在の難民によって起きてましたので、確実に後者の場合です。実際、1人暮らしが出来るようになって、周囲の人間の嫌がらせも少なくなりましたので、日々の記録を取る必要性がなくなりました。

電磁波については、一部の被害者や一般人や加害者が、物理学的な背景も考えずに論理が崩壊したものを配布している場合もあります。最新技術の中には特許を取ると技術の存在を知られることにもなりかねないので極秘で未公開にしたものもあります。アメリカではNSAがそういったものをよく取っていますね。UFO拉致の被害者がインプラントされたものが、現在のRFIDと酷似していることなどから考えても、MKULTRAのように一般人には非公開の状態で学術機関・軍隊・諜報機関・政府・企業などが極秘の実験に関与している可能性はあり得ます。最近急激に周囲の人間に総合失調症だから、精神病だから、などと病院に入院することを勧める傾向もその類の可能性はあります。他人を精神病扱いする場合には、それなりに判断が伴うものですし、最低でもDSM-IVに掲載されている病でも発症の原因が心の内面ではなく外部からの影響によるものもあることを知っておく必要があります。実際の精神病の人の場合には、自身が何の理由も無く精神病ではないと考えてる人もいますし、精神科医でもその例外ではないです。歯科医が自分の治療を出来ないのと同じです。フロイトも患者の精神病の原因を実際の原因とは別の原因だと決め付けて患者の容態を悪化させた件もあります。心の病を風邪などと同じように治療は出来ませんし、薬を飲んでれば直るものではないです。心理学を取った人が他人の精神分析が出来るのは、自身の精神分析に慣れているからです。最近の精神病だから病院に行けというのは、人体実験ようの無力なモルモットを大量に確保するためのプロパガンダのように思えます。本当に患者を治療したいのであれば、患者に自己分析をさせるべきです。集団ストーキングでの神経過敏の軽減には、NLPを使ったSwishテクニックが有効かと思われます。(気が向いたらこの部分はそのうち書きます)

まぁ、家族を遠隔操作でロボットにして精神病にでっち上げられるのが法的に可能な国家だとやっぱり危険ですね。ブッシュ大統領に対する弾劾でも起きて、Ron Paul議員が大統領にでもなったら、それなりに「束縛」の別名としての「自由」ではなくて、民主主義の基本である人権を尊重するための「自由」のほうが一般的になるのでしょうが。私は北朝鮮に亡命した元公安情報提供者のように、顔の形が変わったり日本語をたどたどしく喋るような別人として日本に戻されるのは嫌なので、たぶん帰国は無いと思います。戦争に反対したり平和運動に参加したら自国の軍隊に見張られるなんてのは、どう見ても戦争を放棄した国のすることではないですし。911で亡くなられた消防士の方たちみたいに内部犯行で、やっぱり日本の集団ストーカーの人たちもテロや戦争勃発の時には犠牲になるんでしょうかね。まさか、精神病院や刑務所をテロの場所として選べるわけ無いでしょうから。中東の次はアジアらしいですから、騒乱の前から難民として日本の状況を見守ってます。

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統合失調症、のようなもの
インターネットはいろんなものを恐ろしいほど身近にした。
私は詐病ではないとしか思えない妄想にとらわれている人間をこれまで30年弱の人生で2回ほど見たことがある。ひとりは痴呆が進みつつあった祖父であり、もうひとりは高校時代の元同級生だ。祖父はあるとき突然強烈な被害妄想と見当識の異常を示し、老人性のせん妄と診断された。一過性のものであったらしく薬を飲んだり飲まなかったりしているうちになんとなく改善した。元同級生の場合はどちらかといえば思い込みが激しいだけだったかもしれない。だが、卒業後しばらくたってから唐突に私を訪ねてきた彼はあきらかに私の見えないものを見ていた。そして私に心酔していた。私が死ねといえばおそらく彼は死んでいたと思う。私は彼を恐れずにいることができなかった。
祖父はすでに亡くなった。元同級生は現在関東で生活しており、海外で暮らしている私に数年に一度、難解なメールをよこす。
祖父は漠然とした敵愾心の対象を「暴力団」と呼び、暴力に屈しつつある自分を恥じていた。齢八十を超えていたその当時、「暴力団に拉致された」ことを「一生の恥だ」と訴えていた。彼はその日デイケアセンターをはじめて訪れたのだった。
元同級生はいわゆる精神世界的な領域に傾倒し、必死に私をそちら側へ救い出そうとしていた。私は彼と接しているうちに、世界には確かに別の領域があり、そこで生きる人間がおり、我々は分かり合おうとしなければ決して交錯することのない世界に住んでいるのだと悟った。90年代の終わり頃のことだった。
私が知っている二人にとって、世界は漠然とした「悪」に蝕まれ、あるいは現実を超越した「善」が目の前に展開する地平だった。おそらくその二つは同じものだったのだろうが、私はそれを「よくわからない」といい続けた。そうすることが私自身のために必要であるように思っていた。
いま唐突に思い出したが、もう一人知っていたような気がする。大学で教鞭を執る父の研究室に遊びにいっていた子供の頃、父の同僚が配布していた一枚のビラをみた記憶がある。そこには火災報知器から発せられる電磁波が人間の精神に及ぼす影響、その装置の背後にある陰謀について書かれていた。質問した私に対する父の応答は記憶にないが、ガリ版刷りのビラに描かれていた火災報知器の分解図をよく覚えている。
ここまでは思い出話。
諸兄ご存知のようにインターネットは妄想をも媒介し、増殖させている。「ストーカー」という言葉が巷に定着したのはたしか90年代の後半だったように思う。漠然と背後から忍び寄る「悪意」が「ストーカー」と結びつけられること、そしてそれがインターネット上の語彙として流通することも十分自然なことだ。ただ、20世紀の終わりのこのときまで、彼らの語彙を正確かつ広範囲に伝達するメディアを人類が持っていなかったことは事実だろう。それまでは「妄言」かガリ版刷りのビラ、あるいは執拗に取りためたノート、医師のメモにしか彼らの「世界」は記録されることはなかった。彼らはメディアの限界によって否応なく孤立し、孤絶し、知られぬままにどこかへ消えてしまっていた。
だが、いまやメディアは万人のものだ。
「集団ストーカー」と「電磁派」、あるいは特定の宗教団体の被害を訴えるブログが溢れていることはよく知られていることだと思う。彼らの「世界」は、写真、動画、筆記によって極めて正確かつ着実に記録されつつある。その「世界」の強度は、ちょうど2ch、あるいはこの「匿名ダイアリー」のような空間の「向こう側」には実は誰もいないのではないか、という仮説が私たちにとってひとつのリアルなジョークであるのと同じくらいに鮮明で、堅固で、揺るぎないものだ。
例えば。
miyoko gotoという、現在スイスのアーラウで「亡命」生活を続ける日本人がいる。彼女は米国留学中に発症し、一度は強制力をともなった医療措置がとられたが、一度帰国を果たすものの再訪した米国から欧州へ遁走し、現在スイスに在住している。彼女の活動は現在進行形でblogやyoutube上に記録され続けている。それはすでに文字通りの圧倒的な「ライフログ」としかいいようがないものだ。それらは我々にとって彼女の困難な生存以上の事実を伝えるものではない。だがこれほどに強烈な生の記録は、私にとってはあまり目にしたことがないものだった。
人類学を専攻し、コンピュータプログラムの知識もある彼女は、自身のホームページやSNSを通じて同じ世界を共有する「彼ら」と結びつき、知見を交換し、より強固な「現実」の地平へ下って行こうとしている。
いまや我々がひとりではないように、彼女たちもひとりではない。そして無論我々も彼女たちにメールを書き、コメントすることもできる。
運が良ければ彼女は日本へ送還されるか、スイスの医療施設で保護を受けることになるだろうが、運が悪かった場合はおそらく誰も救うことができまい。いくら治安のよいスイスの田舎とはいえ、身寄りも国籍も何も持たない彼女が知らぬ間に消えてしまうことは十分あり得る。
私には、彼女のような存在を憐れむいわれもなければ、その近親者を責める理由もない。
ただ、その「生きていること」という「情報」が、日本に住む、彼女の近しい人々に伝わっていることを願っても許されるのではないかと思った、ということを記してみたかった。
http://anond.hatelabo.jp/keyword/%E6%9A%B4%E5%8A%9B%E5%9B%A3

How often TIs commit suicide and how often the CIA and the FBI loves to use suicide for assassination?

According to the V2K Japanese peakers, it sounds the gang stalkers are planning to make me to act as if "paranoia" in Zofingen area. From my observation of the gang stalkers' tactics, I found out that they tried to sensitized me at one state, like I walk alone in the path while two "bad boys" type teens standing at one point. If you are the victim of gang stalking, you are sure to be alart even it is late afternoon, right? Then, another step is to show something that may cause senstization, like a woman pushing a baby cart as very loudly and heading to the target. Since I have been senstized by the baby cart as I was psychologically harassed by the perps in Casa Torfeld I at Buchs AG. They used to bring kids while they are engaged in gaslighting and stalking. That way, they are able to claim me as taking their kids' video or photo while I try to record their harassment. You know, Abkur Dalow Abshir brought neighbor's kid one day at his harassment in Aarau train station. Besides these skits used by the kids and perps with kids, I hate those small creatures hanging around me. I never had a chance to know about how to get along with kids, and I had no intention to be friends with them. I was in academia and they belongs to somewhere else. It took me a while to get courage to take evidences of the gang stalkers while trying to put their "decoy" kids into my video recording.

Go back to the topic. I think I got certain trauma from the psychological abuse of Casa Torfeld I residents. Because of their false accusation, I got a tendency to start filming the surrounding area to keep evidences to support my part. I am one of the refugee that got such trauma living in Switzerland with the refugees who are stalking me and spreading false rumors. Because of this tendency, I think the perps in Zofingen are trying to claim me for mental illness. Well, I decided to collect a man wearing a shirt with a logo of certain area in Ney York holding hand of the woman wearing Migros uniform heading to the south from in front of Migros store. Last time I visited Migros, a woman with Migros orange uniform stood next to me and showing off her purse. She did not have the name tag. I just wanted to record the back of them as the possible gang stalker. From my experience, the same people just shows up in somewhere particulary. I call my data "perp log."

Let me explain what happened from that three stages. First, I felt alart when I saw some teans in a lonely path. Then other stages of senstization caused me to get much alart about the surrounding. If this happened to a person with a weak will (like Max Heimgartner wished me as that type), he or she might get a mental break down or mental problem. In my case, I post everything as David Lawson says "Cause Stalking" is a never ending harassment. I simply add their activities to my data collection. Just imagine what a Jew was able to film the abuse during the Nazi time? Most Germans and others who supported the fascism surely get problem as regular citizens would be on the film. This is a digital age and the victims are able to get connected. I collect my information of the harassers as I hope they would help other victims in future. What if you are a Jew or bible believer targetd by a Nazis and able to film the evidence? Don't you think you want to film the evidences to leave it for other future victims? That is what I do as I am a humanist. I try to do the good for the people oppressed; that is what Jesus is respected.

Well, my renewal of parmit is comming, and I got do it in the beginning of next month. I am not sure how much Abkur Dalow Abshir and others effort went to the ear of the immigration authority. For the Kantonspolizei case, they seemed to be behind of Mara Alpha and Abkur Dalow Abshir's activity. Violation of Article 25 of the Swiss federal law, huh?
I got the letter from the Jugendanwalt. It sounds like I must contact with them for extension for new panel. I think I can share more evidences than the last time. I never thought Mara Alpha was under age as he was drinking with Abkur Dalow Abshir and other friends.
I made a plan to bring the case to ECHR. It would take one year or so for appeal. So, it is better to send the application to prepare for the worst.

I am not sure what the V2K Japansese speakers are planning, but it seems they want to kill me with my parents as a type of family suicide if I get back to Japan. I think they are really dumb for even planning that. The FBI tried that one when my parents visited San Jose right after I was discharged from El Camino Hospital. Mr. Inaki, the interpretor from San Francisco, supposed to be with my parents, but my parents had disappeared right after my mother called me from the entrance of Pavona Apartment on 760 N. 7th St. in San Jose. I understand Japanese stalkers has the trait that is similar to the one 731 unit had. How many politicians passed away recentry? And how many real "robots" in the shape of living pensioners they got for neghborhood watch? I know their plan is straight forward. The Japanese gang stalkers would kill me with my parents to erase my existance as what they have been doing to the possible dissidents ant the peace protesters who would be a threat to the US national interest. I denied myself to be suicidal while Dr. English-Lueck and Sgt. John Laws and one more SJSU police officers claimed so. They did not even listen to me at all. How many people are considered to commit suicide while they denied while they were alive? I do not want to be one of them. The US army might kill Iraqi civilians randomly and put armmo next to them to claim them as solders. What if the same technique is used in our own coutnry that the own national army or police kill citizens and put a will next to their bodies? I think that is the worst crime that patliots could do. The army is to protect the citizens in the democratic country. But I think it is still better crime than creating pensioniers into mind controlled robots for free surveillance handy worker. i do not want to be proud of such shameful nation at all.

If I am dead, then it is a murder rather than a suicide. I never wanted to commit suicide, and there is no reason for killing my parents. That is what the FBI tried to do, and I had to start this blog to share what was happened in the past and how I am preparing to prevent the same claim by the FBI and other NWO friendly people. Who will get benefit if I am dead? SJSU and other perps who I shared the information. But, if I am dead, you know who are responsible. Abkur Dalow Abshir, Mara Alpha, and other residents at Casa Torfeld I, and others who are involved in the international organized crime group. Because of the new perps working in Zofingen area, I am able to update the possible threat engaged in gang stalking. I asked safety to be a refugee, I maintain my safety by collecting data. Aarau train station is remodeled, COOP and Migros in Zofingen are remodeled. I am just concerning the possibilities.