Chocolate Pepper Fish

Chocolate Pepper Fish

I loved the song Chocolate Pepper Fish. It was not by the popular music band. I've just heard the song title and wanted to know. First I was not sure about the name of the artists but the song name was cool enough to listen. I wanted to listen and find the official website sharing it in the mp3 format.

Chocolate Pepper Fish
Who will bring the fight a finish?
Bye-bye, student's life
My name never be on the dish

I didn't know what these refrain parts means. It was just there as the part of the lyrics about the love of the girl from his kindergarten to the university. It sounded a silly joke to me. Who wants to love a single woman from 4 years old to the voting age? It was so strange to hear the song with such a name.

I really wanted to see your face at my work
So, I wrote this song for you, only for you
We went to the same nursery but we didn't talk
But I was so mad in, mad in the love with you

In the secondary to the high school,
I was not the choice to be in your friends' list
But I was seeing you totally cool,
Oh, yeah, I saw you the coolest and the best

My feeling was the secret path to become the hermit
It was you rejected me and yet I'm still love you
Say hello to the solitude, and say no to the girl hunt
It was you I wanted to be with and I really love you

I don't know why the song is so disturbing and I was not sure what to do with the name of the song. What is Chocolate Pepper Fish? I didn't know what it was till the ending of the song by the young 3 men bands.

Wow, did I tell you, Catherine Paterson Fisher?
I love you and nicknamed you Chocolate Pepper Fish?

I didn't get the secret message of how the vocalist shouting so happily at the last ending part as the love confession. The vocalist is still in 20s. His red short spunky hair looked like he is one of Sex Pistols member I forgot the name. He shout the Chocolate Pepper Fish part together with other members but he was the only one shouted loud Catherine Paterson Fisher. I felt the dream of the woman who was just attending the music gig with her friends and finding her old school mate on the top stage shouting about his love toward her.

How often people could be in love with someone for such a long time from both kids wearing the diaper to the adulthood? It was so childish song to me. But that sounded an ideal couple if the they could go through all the life experiences from the time when they were babies to the age they started looking for the mate. I don't believe in the soul mate but the song sounded to me something more than a fate to happen at a gig.


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I'm just sharing this short story not a poem but in the new book. I just love the style adding my story a melody and the name Chocolate Pepper Fish sounded quite my favorite. By the way, did you know that I was the president of the Student Council in my high school and was playing guitar? I had friend who was in a band. The student council member plus her was thinking to make a demonstration at the school one occasion but other members were too busy and could not practice instruments together. I still have the heart to share something like of my young age. Be young at the spirit and the heart. Punk never dies. Ah, there is no Catherine I know of. It was a made-up name.  

Allah is Satan - Quran says.

Here is very interesting and probably the most important video for the anti-Islam people. If Allah is Satan, we know why the Muslims say Islam is a peaceful religion. It's all deceptive. Enjoy the truth and hate the primitive religion.

"All they that know thee [Satan] among the people shall be astonished at thee: thou shalt be a → (((terror))) ← and never shalt thou be any more." (Ezekiel 28:19 KJV)

"Remember when [Allah] revealed to the angels: I am with you, therefore make firm those who believe. I will cast → (((terror))) ← into the hearts of those who disbelieve. Therefore strike off their heads and strike off every fingertip of them." (Qur'an 8:12)

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 28th, 2014https://33.media.tumblr.com/c84c6264bce79ecb719b868c4c32d792/tumblr_ne6cu7ATtZ1siw2hlo10_1280.jpg

Here is the video from today. I've gotten my suitcase back, finally, from Samsonite. It cost 80lev. I had the warranty card but it was so. Well, at least, the wheels are new and the suitcase was not stolen.
One German car from today.

One Spanish car from today near the bus stop to Samsonite shop.
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There was a man in Jack Wolfskin jacket at Halite Mall. And a security showing the cuff from his butt.

An Asian female near the metro station.

An Asian man at the metro platform.
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Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 27th, 2014

Yesterday, I saw a shoplifter woman walking out from a shop in City Mall. She went into the store next to it. She was wearing a jacket with a price tag. There was another store with alarm going on after that. I saw an Asian man in the next floor and he was just following me from behind to the food court. Was he there for the false witnessing like saw me a shoplifter or what?

Later, I went to Chicago Dogz and the clerk charged me 3.70lev for the chicago hod dog which supposes to be 2.70lev.

Later, I saw an Asian man in Wok'n'Walk with a white man.

When I visited Halite Mall to buy some drinks, I saw a solo walking Asian man there and saw a man in Jack Wolfskin black jacket just showed up at the door when I was leaving.

Oh, I saw one German car on the street also. It was near where I saw one the day before but a different license plate.

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 26th, 2014

The video from Sunday. One German car and some Asians in the city. One Swiss Post jacket beggar searching the garbage containers.

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 24, 25th, 2014

Here is the video from yesterday and today.

Yesterday, I saw a FBI cap at Halite Mall.

And today, I saw a German car near Halite Mall.

At a cafe I was working on my book, I saw 3 Muslim women talking and later changed their table and even staying longer. I stayed there over an hour but they were there and met with 2 men and left.

Then Japanese speaking woman and a boy came and sat nearby. How many Japanese in the area? I thought they might be the Soka Gakkai cult people stalking me. If anyone knows their identities, just leave the comment here.

Before I got my coffee at the counter, I saw a group of people with an Asian woman outside. I thought they wanted to enter, so I took a picture. Does she relate with these Japanese family?

To Kill the Muslim

To Kill the Muslim

I wonder - to kill the Muslim? or not to kill the Muslim
There are more Muslims out from the Arab world
Last few decades, their territories expanded from Istanbul
To Northern Europe, and even to the New World

ISIS is the new name of the national security threat
for the US and other countries after Taliban and al-Qaeda
which are both supported by the popular death merchants
From the West and the Middle-East but people were blind

What's wrong with no more of the terrorist bombings?
Meanwhile more and more Muslims have been immigrated
in our neighborhoods and taking over the city buildings
The simple minded failed shops and residents disappeared

No more bombings yet more of the violence among the neighbors
Here, we've heard a wife of a Muslim man beheaded in his home
Muslim riots and protesting are daily news already in Scandinavia
Where are we searching for the terrorists with these high-tech drone?

Past few centuries, Europe had only few Muslim habitats in big cities
The crusading era killed these Jihardists and few sieges in Middle-East
made no more of these Muslim expansion but now we feel like kidding
that no one really cared to bring back the best solution from the past

Why can't we do the crusading with the patriotic propaganda of our very nation
and its unique long time developed Christian based philosophy and the culture?
Now even the local cops are working with the Muslim informants without hesitation
while the males get much wild to oppress the females like different creature

The culture shock is not happening here - even kids and elderly know the term Sharih Law
American kids learn the Islamic history and visiting mosques to follow Islamic propaganda
Was machen die Shariah Polizei in Wappertal in Deutschland mit diesem Scheize Law?
Srebrenica, Foča, Višegrad, Ključ, Sanski Most, Gradska - etnički genocid bio u pravu pravda

It's about the matter of time who will gain all the wealth for their own group and families
What happened to the people lived in the houses now occupied by these newcomer Arabs?
We don't know how many old neighbors disappeared or even became nameless homeless
Are we giving up our territory, human rights, business chance, success for the neighborly loves?

Everyone loves kebabs, yes kebabs - the chicken fillet chunk on the stick imported from Turkey
Who knows the real disgusting truth about hidden ingredients like Redbull made of ox urine and sperms?
The hateful anti-European low wage workers are stomping and pee on the meat for the secret recipe
Our health and hygiene trends are violated to insult the conservative common sense and the social norms

A woman is no name, not counted, and not expected more than a sex toy or a child maker for the men
When cute girls want to hang out in the mini skirt and lightly social flirting clothes, the blue beards wanna rape
these chicks who are not even reaching the adolescents with pubic hairs but they know how to act like teens
It's all men's fault if they don't respect "lady first"  yet Muslim "sex offender" mind may not from them escape

Look at these clerics and Imams in the European mosques; they are teaching men and kids how to hate
Americans, Europeans, neighbors, disabled, Asians, Jews, gays, homeless, and their nation immigrated
These Arab men think the society is only for the men and the women are available to serve men as their fate
The child porno makers, anti-feminists, power craze military officers love the male business integrated

What's wrong for the women to behave like who we are and how we are in the society we are proudly to be feminine?
Love and peace and these flower people didn't bring so much productive minds but live in harmony here and there
Now the Arab family acting like the flower people - if men cannot get a job, women with many kids live in the cocoon
The elites don't care much as long as they get their profits from the inhabitants and even the free women for the share

To be obedient or to be independent; that is the matter of the free man's thinking and its' will at all
Non-Muslim men can be so ignorant of the fact of the brainwashed neighbors who could stab from behind
To be a slave or not to be a slave; that should not be the matter for the woman to decide to kill
the Muslims in the neighborhood before they start raping them as a group of stray animals or some kind

The bunch of Arabs in our neighborhood just waiting the time of Arab Crystal Night by listening the preaching
from the mosques in Europe; it's the Christians tern to be aware from the past Jihards in Europe as the best teaching

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I wrote this poem for my new political poetry book and the response to that Muslim asshole rapper in Sweden. I added some messages in German and Serbo-Croat for making my words much visible for the certain audiences.

Islamists raping of raping Swedish women

I found very very disturbing new Swedish culture by the Muslims.  Maybe it's time for the women who hate male-dominant anti-feministic attitude of the Muslim neighbors to join the feminist organizations. Who want to hear your neighbor dreaming of raping Swedish women all be raped and stabbed? Oh, don't forget to buy Slobsjak at Sarajevo area to the north if you have a chance. It might be a lucky charm to protect your life and your family members. And I hope the women in Sweden and maybe in the northern Europe to own pepper spray in their hand bangs to avoid psycho Muslim rap fans.

Anyone wants to write lyrics against these Muslims? Crusading by hip-hop or rap musics? Shall I try one? But I don't have composer nor skill for using one...

ISLAMIST RAPPER SINGS 'SWEDISH WOMEN WILL ALL BE RAPED & A KNIFE STABBED INTO THEIR PUS&^... (VIDEO)" How can we allow this?http://www.europeanknightsproject.com/black-islamist-refugee-raps-raping-killing-swedish-women-video-svennar/

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 22nd, 2014

I saw one German car today. And at McDonalds, a man in blue clothes skipped my tern. Later, I saw a man in German logo T-shirt and a cap outside.

I saw an Asian woman standing near BILLA. At BILLA, a security picked up a chocolate pacage and lined behind of me. Why the guy working there buying something?

At Halite mall I went to buy some foods for dinner, there were many Asians including some Japanese speaking family. Why did they show up there? It looked not like a tourist group with a guide, and no other places outside didn't get so many Asians. Are they Soka Gakkai members showing up to Sofia and trying to claim a Japanese Catholic as a Muslim or their member? The Soka Gakkai would bribe the church workers and Koreans to expel non-Soka members for their unification of Japanese population under their religion motto.

There were few more Asians here and there though.

The video shows more clear conversation and view of these Asians from Halite mall.

The tick of my left index finger

When I was in a cafe typing my book stories, I've got my left index finger started ticking toward the left thumb. The movement was just the tick as the string between the thumb and the index finger seemed to be pulled and that caused the index finger leaning toward the thumb. I don't think I had such tick problem on my left fingers. If I had one like this before, I already filmed and shared. Check out the movement on the video. It seemed to be the electronic harassment to disturb my typing.

ICR war coming!!!

The V2K perps told me that they are preparing for the ICR war. India, China, Russia against Japan, Korea, the USA, Germany and the rest of Europe. The ICR got oil resources and the most populations in the world for the human workforce. China got all the production as well. Also, the Mid-East area might be controlled already by Chinese bribery methods. Just think about why ISIS and other Muslims are hating Europe and America and Imams widely speaking their hatreds against non-Muslims.

The V2K perps said that Germany is already bankrupt from the past debits and the US cannot cover everything from their franchises.

I'm not the one predicting but the war sounds like not to happen unless China pushes to start and Russia would just go with the safe hits if they can score with less penalties like the WWII ending time. UK got strong tie with India but Hindu people might be powerless against all-Muslim neighboring countries with ISIS supporters.

Carefour in Sofia beeping alarm at the exit by another woman entering the supermarket

Today is somehow the 8th anniversary from the day I was kidnapped from SJSU by Dr. English-Lueck and the university police. It is amazing how my life turned around and I got aged. Say, real life threat really turned me to be very very sensitive about the outside influence and was able to keep myself up to this day, no matter how much things went on with the gang stalking and damages. I attended the Papal Mass twice in my life and visited to see two popes already at Vatican. I have been to many Marian sites. More education could be done in the past - I was slacking around and could be better in French and Italian already if I was not really doing something unproductive like building a website for free.

Well, the persecution continues this day. Let's hope I can get somewhere in future like a simple living without harassment. I might be finishing one more book by this weekend. I just spending too much time learning the vocabulary to be useful in some extra languages. Learning French and Italian go quite good on me They have similar verbs with a bit different grammar. And I should be doing extra memorizing for my Croatian vocabularies to go above A2.2. but that was enough for me to be in the church and in the cities.

I went to Carefour to buy water and some fruits. At the entrance, there was no beeping, so I just entered without my camera on. At the cashier, I saw someone got beeped at the entrance while the one was entering. So, I turned on my camera. Then I saw a woman got beeped again when I was leaving the spot. You can see the alarm beeping when a woman entered before my reach to the alarm bar. And you can she her back on my video when I left the shop and turned around. I'm expecting the next beeping in the city would be for the calling of the security guy like in Tenglemann at Munich and just claiming me stealing or something. I will share such issues at Anne Frank House in Amsterdam page on FB and other areas. Enjoy sharing this movie, if you are a victim of such false shoplifting claim by the big store chains. The shops cheat on the false theft claims on the customers sometimes instead.

1/3 US Muslims support al-Quaeda and suicide bombings - time for building concentration camps

I found a very interesting article about al-Qaeda related with the American mosques. Why don't the US DHS send them into the concentration camps just like during the WWII? Monzana area seems to be still unoccupied and other areas, too. They could bomb around like 911. Why people leaving mosques as the terrorist headquarters?

Pew Report: 1/3 of US Muslims Support Al Qaeda, Suicide Bombs; 25% Came to US Under Bush, Obama.
The mainstream media is hyping the latest Pew Research Center survey on Muslims in America (which is not as extensive or detailed as its 2007 predecessor, which is referenced in my analysis below, also) as showing that Muslims in America are “mainstream,” “moderate,” and “middle class,” just like you and me. But a close look at the survey (I read all 136 pages) reveals that Muslims in America (who often lie to deceive the infidels, per taqiyya) are in fact every bit as radical and extremist as I’ve diagnosed for the last couple of decades. And that they haven’t changed much in the four years since the last survey in 2007. I’ve used both the 2007 and 2011 surveys below, and have noted the years in parentheses, so you know where I’m getting the data for my analysis. The survey shows stark evidence of how President Bush opened the floodgates to Muslim aliens. Oh, and those Muslims he helped, after seeking their endorsement in his Presidential race–they are extremely liberal and support even bigger government and entitlements than we have now . . . by vast majorities.
http://www.debbieschlussel.com/41425/pew-report-13-of-us-muslims-support-al-qaeda-60-say-911-attacks-not-done-by-muslims-arabs-13-say-being-muslim-conflicts-w-modern-society-25-came-to-us-under-bush/

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 12-14, 2014

Some German cars from past few days.

I saw an Asian man walking and taking a photo and returned to the way he came from.

NYPD T-shirt.

There was a German T-shirt and German cap man walking outside of the supermarket today.

Here is the video.

At that very moment

At that very moment

At that very moment from my past memory
I remember you; the time I was in the school
My seat was near yours and we were happy
As ever and we believed everything was cool

At that moment I saw our paths went along
We had the school fest together in the class
We did all we could do without nothing wrong
There seemed the ever lasting love and peace

At the moment I confessed my love and crashed
It was the wrong decision at such a young age
We didn't know our future but my desire rushed
You saw me like a silly crown on the small stage

It was that moment you rejected me and we left
The path that could be together forever even
After the death separates our body and soul yet
We could remain as one in the blight heaven

It was that moment I found the way to move out
From where we were and it'd gonna be myself
To be on the path without you nor your thought
To help me - thus I had the 1k night sleep

Sleeping beauty, my youth days changed me to be
Like a person who prefer all the time to be perfect
No call for anyone nor anything but for giving challenge
To myself to go high and even higher for the self respect

Life went on and I was the idol sometimes in the school
I was rich and ambitious to take all the advantages of the time
And the money to be wasted on avoiding me to become dull
I was the chair of the student council with the top score for the fame

What went wrong? I didn't know my feeling with dullness
It was like the haunted shadow I left it somewhere long time ago
The end justifies the means, and I was just blindly fearless
But the shadow gave me the childish nightmare of my alter ego

At the moment I saw you at the bus stop on a rainy day
I was on the bike and just passed you glancing toward my way
It was the day I found my missing sweet and sour memory
Your figure gave me the sudden needle pain in my heart like ney

At that very short moment I lost my consciousness by the pain
What I was in the past just merged into my real me without you
The rain drops or my tear ran down for the short time in the rain
It was just a single glance felt like forever but nothing became new

At that moment I saw you once again after my university days
Back in my home town to get my new life again to begin
I saw someone with two small girls walking around noon on Sunday
The shadow I had as the nightmare was done like a glass broken

There was no more moment for me to be aware of the scare crow
Which could cause the earthquake aiming my immature heart so acute
The shadow died in the self-destructive motion like a film very slow
Showing each  frame changing almost half a second for few minutes

The last moment I saw you was the time of the realization
Of my youth with the white dotted image of the bright future together
With you just banished with the core of my heart's foundation
The shadow of you and the immature dream was a type of fever

The separation from the shadow felt like a cold sensation
No more moment for the first love, please
Your matured face and the look sent me no more vibration
It was the time that cured the incurable disease

The moments I spent with you were over several years in total
Yet myself without the old shadow, I felt like almost immortal

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I'm just feeling like writing poetry these days at night. It could be the artificial feeling.
These new poems gonna be in a new poetry book. I just don't know how I can get imagination almost 3 or 4 themes for one day. But poems could be easy making my fame somehow as the amateur writer.

Oct 21st, 2014, fixed the small part around the rainy day section.

Gays are so straight

Gays are so straight

Homosexuals are so gay
Heterosexuals are so straight
Hypersexuals are always in the party
Asexuals are so wild yet in apathy

Transexuals wants to look like another gender
Bisexuals will take both sexes for significant others
Intersexuals are known as the best masterbater
Pansexuals reflects their narcism to the others

Pedphilia is so childish
Necrophilia acts so deadly
Fetish wears shoes so stylish
Hoplophilia thinks guns so lovey

Gerontphlia is for the old grandpa and ma's
Paraphilia will go only for the taboos
Zoophilia is seeking horses and lamas
Coprophilia likes to get some feces

Homophobia could be anyone even hobos but not homos
Agraphobia is a cursed reactions of the abused bitches
Erotophobia reminds us of the old fashioned Catholic priests
Islamphobia? Why don't they just stay at the beaches?

Genophobia can go with Islamphobia if the one wants to be a virgin
Biphobia doesn't like the things go for both males and females
Philophobia knows just enough to say who is in love and commiting the sin
Monophobia may wanna be with people as they cannot stand the loneliness

We live in the world with contemporary musicians
Who love to play the melody from any famous notes
The art of the sexuality to personality merged like a good pans
While the words dance with the characater of the poets

Let me talk about my sexuality beside the love and sweetness
The ideology comes first for some people like an engraved madness

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I haven't edit it so there might be some grammatical mistakes. Just enjoy the first pans.. I want to try to go beyond E.E. Cummings if I can for the visualization and other techniques in poetry.

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 10th, 2014

The video from yesterday. I saw some women selling wild tree branches and leaves on the street. I don't know why they are taking them from the park and asking money from the passerby. The woman told me in Bulgarian that these leaves smells good and such. I don't really know Bulgarian because what she said got too many vocabularies I don't know.

At night, I've heard some people outside of my room door speaking in German. It just gave me the feeling of how the Crystal Night looked like with wild Germans. Later, someone opened my room door when I was on my bed using Busuu.com for learning French and Italian. The room rock is loose and it can be open with pushing around. I found it rocked tightly when I turn the rock twice instead of once. Then I filmed him on the hallway as I wanted to know who it was. If something went missing from my room, he is one of the culprit.

Today, I found someone threw the excrement on the bathroom floor. It seemed someone got problem with no toilet paper in the bathroom. I just wiped the toilet bowl with someone's left over towel on the towel hanger and used it. I guess that might be done by the man who accidentally opened the door last night or the German group. I always carry extra toilet paper in my pocket, so I have no problem with such skit and pranks.

2 Supermarkets alarm beeping when I enter - Sofia, Bulgaria

Here is the extract from OSAM October 9th, 2014 video. The movie shows how the alarm started beeping at the entrance at a supermarket near Sertika metro station. I entered another store across from it and still the alarm was beeping. I have been visiting the store for few days and this was the first time got alarm beeped here, two in a row. I had the 2TB Ext. HDD I bought at Technopolis today but I don't think it caused the problem. It was not beeping when I went out from the store with the warranty card attached to the receipt.

Is this cenophobia or gang stalking skit? I should have checked others if they have no problem passing through. But the alarm was beeping for awhile when I enter in the second store, so it might be something to do with the machine instead of my bag or something.

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 9th, 2014

I visited Bulgaria Mall today and saw some Asians on the way and back. There was an Asian woman in the same tram with a local white hair woman and left at the mall area. In the shopping mall, I saw an Asian man with a local man in Technopolis.

One eye-patched man and a blind man.

Some Asians and such.

And here is the video. The video contains the ticket checker in the tram back to the HDK area and one woman caught there. When I visited the supermarket near the metro station and the famous Sofia statue, the alarm started beeping at the entrance. So, I decided to film the situation and tried to use another one across the street. The beeping started again at the entrance. You can see it on the video. I bought a bottle of water and paid there and left. Check out the female clerk near the luggage storage while I was away. No damage to my brand new External 2TB HD I bought today at Technopolis. The old one got sometimes wierd noise and wanted to keep my all data safe.

I found the hollow in my life

I found the hollow in my life

The great discovery; I found the hollow in my life
Every day, busy day, nothing much to say
yet one day I realized something no longer in my life
that was a fruit of my life which was heavy to weigh

I had the people I liked and lived through
to come to this point in my life as if
the meory of them are part of my true
selfportleit which was has the sent of whiff

One day, I remembered them in great sorrow with nostargy
yet that was the moment I found a horrow in my heart
that was where I kept all my past feelings and beautiful memory
in which myself was grown up to become more bright and perfect

the life goes through and I had more life time jewels
Some are temporary and others seem to be on me forever
Dear my friends, you are the fruits norished my soul
I thank you in this poem because you guys are my life saver

The hollows still stay there in my daily life
But the shape just looks like the life savers' holes

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 5th, 2014

I saw an Asian couple on my way to the church.

At the church, I saw a German car entering to the parking lot under the church. It was 10 minutes to 10.30. I waited at the cafe for the Latin mass.

I saw an Asian man sat behind of me left the church before the communion. Another Asian sat nearby took the communion instead.

A Volkswagen man and a woman followed me a bit in the city later.

Here is the video. Enough Germans for everyday?

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 4th, 2014

This video and photos from today. I saw many Asians. One of them sat at the bench alone. But when I just passed the street and tried to go back, he left the bench and two German speaking women were walking behind of me. I am aware of the pickpocket in Sofia, so I filmed them and watching my bag sometimes. I think I saw his type before. Maybe, I need to make the facial PDF file of the Asian perps in Sofia.

And I saw a group of English speaker came to a cafe but soon left and an old woman sat alone on another table for awhile. I was working on my book there.

The video contains the German women and a beggar kid at the cafe.

Organized Stalkers Around Me - October 3rd, 2014

The OSAM from the day before. There are some Asians on the street and some were walking with the locals.

At Subway I often visited before from my previous staying in Sofia, I saw a "KILL BILL vol.1" white T-shirt man just like in Sparta Team Hotel in Athens.